mother, tell your children not to walk my way.

take heed to the subject, because at this point im about to beat some ass if some specific people piss me off, so tell your mommies to keep you away from me.

sadly, i have to see some of them tomorrow. im not looking foward to tomorrow, i dont want to do anything. i dont want to cox a race, i hate coxing, i dont want to row, i dont want to get up at 6 a.m., i dont want to go to hartford, i dont want to have to deal with idiots, i dont want to have to listen to coach. i just want to sit at home and do nothing, talk to no one, and be by myself. alone, the way ill end up in life, but i dont care, i like being alone. i like not having to deal with people who decrease my intelligence everytime they open their mouth. im not saying im better than everyone, because im not, by a longshot. so if any of you think i have this "elitist" philosophy of myself just because i dont do drugs or drink, you couldnt be more wrong.

over the past week or two ive been constantly pissed off/agitated. i think one reason is because ive discovered alot of friends started drinking and shit. other reasons are inculded, i just dont know what they are. so anyways, as much as i want them to stop, i cant, so brian persuaded me to not even try and to let them fuck up their lives, so im following his advice because he always has damn good advice. id like to thank my friends that are getting me through whatever it is im going through, brian, dj, kansas, pat l., and lisa. i love you all to death.